Cedo ou Tarde

Another song sorry guys! It's not even a very good song, it's just been in my head for awhile... I translated it this time...

I'm really sad because my dad won't be in the airport when I arrive.. I'm not sure how to deal with that, it's just not right. I really need to see you Dad. I hope you know all year I remembered little things about you and wouldn't stop telling them to people... you're really one of my best friends, thanks a thousand times for... I don't know. For everything, Dad. Para tudo.

And as for my friends here, Sofie, I'm sorry me and Macall are abandoning you so early... please do come to Oregon, I can't even go a few days without you... you know how we always say 'see you Friday'? I don't know how I'll handle it when I can't say when I'll see you again...

Fie and Call, you guys made my exchange really special. You two are the reasons I don't feel like I wasted this year. it wasn't a waste because I met you. I can't believe how fast this year has been (though at some times it was slow) but... I'm not good at composing things now, I completely bombed the essay section on the SAT y'know? So, I love you two, I really mean it. Memories like I wanna walk like you and Rock this Party... we did the for lulz huh? I have too many inside jokes to put them all here. So I'm done now.

11 days... I took the SAT today and I'm thinking I totally bombed it... in 12 days I'll be in the São Paulo airport with Macall waiting to go our seperate ways... :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dc1fpmjpkmg

Quando perco a fé,
Fico sem controle
E me sinto mal, sem esperança
E ao meu redor,
A inveja vai,
Fazendo as pessoas se odiarem mais.

Me sinto só,(me sinto só)
Mas sei que não estou(Mas sei que não estou)
Pois levo você no pensamento
Meu medo se vai,(Meu medo se vai)
Recupero a fé, (Recupero a fé,
E sinto que algum dia ainda vou te ver
Cedo ou Tarde (Cedo ou Tarde)

(Refrão)

Cedo ou tarde
A gente vai se encontrar,
Tenho certeza, numa bem melhor.
Sei que quando canto você pode me escutar.

Você me faz querer viver,
E o que é nosso,
Está guardado em mim e em você
E apenas isso basta


Me sinto só,(me sinto só)
Mas sei que não estou(Mas sei que não estou)
Pois levo você no pensamento
Meu medo se vai,(Meu medo se vai)
Recupero a fé, (Recupero a fé,
E sinto que algum dia ainda vou te ver
Cedo ou Tarde (Cedo ou Tarde)

(Refrão)
Cedo ou tarde
A gente vai se encontrar,
Tenho certeza, numa bem melhor.
Sei que quando canto você pode me escutar.

Uhuhul 2x

(Refrão)
Cedo ou tarde
A gente vai se encontrar,
Tenho certeza, numa bem melhor.
Sei que quando canto você pode me escutar.


When I lose my faith
Am without control
And I feel bad, hopeless
And all around me is envy
Making people hate each other more

I feel alone (I feel alone)
But I know I'm not (but I know I'm not)
And I'll hold you in my thoughts
I fear you will go (I fear you will go)
Bring back my faith (Bring back my faith)
And I feel that some day I'll still see you
Sooner or Later (Sooner or later)

Sooner or later
We will be together
I'm certain of something better
I know that when I sing you can hear me

You make me want to live
and what is ours
is kept in me and in you
And this alone is enough

I feel alone (I feel alone)
But I know I'm not (but I know I'm not)
And I'll hold you in my thoughts
I fear you will go (I fear you will go)
Bring back my faith (Bring back my faith)
And I feel that some day I'll still see you
Sooner or Later (Sooner or later)

11 days (after today)...
today I had a choice to go to a reggae party, a soccer game, a forró party or go out with my first host parents and Péu, and I chose to go with them. Brazil!

:( I don't want to leave.
---m

what?

12 days

I'm drinking Guaraná and eating pão de queijo and peanut popsicles and acarajé and maracujá and stuff. Cause in less than two weeks I won't have it anymore...

Today I am going to my second host family's house and then I am spending the night at my first host family's. The next day I have my SAT test at 7H45 in the morning, then at 5H is a reggae bday party (woohoooo?). Then Sunday is Anna's party, then Macall is spending the night (or Sofie, haven't figured that out). Then school Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday (NOT THURSDAY, that's Corpus Christo, a feriado) then Friday, then maybe vacation to Praia do Forte with Macall and Sofie, then just FOUR MORE DAYS UNTIL I'M ON THE PLANE HOME.

holy crap.

:O see you guys soon
--m
ps. as always, sorry this blog sucked so much.

Alguém que te faz sorrir

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUbaqJ-x_KY

Eu nunca consegui saber diferenciar
Não querer com não mais sentir
Não merecer com não mais amar

E hoje eu estou aqui
Sem ter lugar pra ficar
Escrevendo canções pra que
Você possa escutar
Com outro alguém do seu lado

Alguém que te faz sorrir
Alguém que vai te abraçar
Quando a escuridão cair
Te impedindo de me enxergar
E eu que hoje estou aqui
E pra sempre vou ficar
Segundos antes de dormir
De mim você vai lembrar

Tente me ouvir
Tente me ver

Um outro alguém (eu vou buscar)
Eu juro que eu vou ser!

Alguém que te faz sorrir
Alguém que vai te abraçar
Quando a escuridão cair
Quando você precisar
De alguém que não vai mentir
Que não quer te magoar
Segundos antes de dormir
De mim você vai lembrar

So in recent news

Capri went home on the 25th
I have 35 days left today
I got my first capoeira cord... (along with Macall and Sofie)
aaand things are going swimmingly I guess....
I'm just excited to get home (I can't help it... Oregon Country Fair AND SEP AND Canada?? how can I not be totally pumped??)

from Lençóis!

me and Sofie in Itacaré

Michael and the sunset

Sofie on the boat in Morro de São Paulo

Macall also on the boat (NO REALLY?)

really weird sunset... (it actually looked like that, who knows why)

peace!

My day

Today I felt inspired to make another blog entry because my day has been happy!

In no particular chronological order...

I bought a bitchin' hat! (which may or may not be sacrificed to the cause of my friend Ian... I'll have to think about that, holmes). I was on half price but still cost R$95 (like like 45 bucks or so)
I got accepted to be a Junior Counselor at SEP (2009 not 2005) YIPPIE KAY YAY!
I bought some carrots and I am happily munching on them as we speak... er... as I type this.I bought a liter of Guaraná Antarctica (aka. best soda ever) for just over 1 real, which is about 50 cents. :O
I jacked the January edition of SuperInteressante (Super Interesting) from my school library.

Macall and Sofie are still gone on the Amazon trip, but unbeknowst to Mr. Robinson I have his turtle necklace from the Northeast trip (stole it during Lençóis). :D
I also recently found and read a copy of Michael Moore's 'Dude Where's my Country?' which makes me happy I was not doing an exchange in the last 8 years and instead did it in the year of Obama's election... maybe he's not perfect but by God does it make me look better as an American!

anyway
até mais
peace out
---m

inventory of PAIN

:so this year I have been in a constant state of hurting somewhere or another (I'm accustomed to it by now) but on this most recent trip everything ganged up on me.

so here's how it started:

heel blister on my right foot
twin thumb sized blisters on both feet
blisters on my pinky toe
followed by me busting my toe on a rock causing under-nail bruising
then wearing bandages caused another blister on the back of my left foot
followed by a bug biting me (which has subsequently transformed into a freakish gaping hole in my left middle toe... which scares me every time I look at it)
and then mysterious triplet bumps appeared on my right foot and hurt and are all red

and my left ear is infected
and my jaw hurts when I yawn (presumably from too much yawning... it used to crack when I yawned but now it just hurts and sometimes won't open all the way)

hooray for pain it makes me strong!


scars so far:
burn on my left hand from 'olho de boi' that Neyton gave me
horseback riding abrasion scars on the insides of my calves
possibly this bizarre toe thing...

if any other exchange students read this, I want their updates.


OTHER FUN THINGS
I got lice here once
my left ear has already been infected once (this is the second time)
in addition to all the mad crazy sunburns I've gotten
and of course random 'I don't know how I got these' cuts and bruises

UPDATE: mother's day
sketchy red bump on my left leg

at least I'll go to my grave with some marks to show where I've been!

District Conference!

Leo, Marieke and Capri (Germany, Germany, Bermudas) with... napkin hats

Kevin the creeper German

yea this is ALSO Capri. haha
me and Zoe being traitors to the American cause

there's the pile of pancakes we made haha canada

representing Denmark and Canada doing capoeira

AMERICA. FUCK YEA.

DEUSTCHLAND.

DEUSTCHLAND IST SUPER

Denmark, USA, Germany, Taiwan, Canada and Bermuda

group shooot

Kevin, Joel, me, Macall, Sofie

Sofie :)

hey so we had one.
no speeches
or embarrassing singing of 'we are the world'
no being filmed
I think
I hope
I pray
buuuut
there was a funny presentation.
I won women's perfume in a box. (that I shall never use but I shall always treasure :D)
aaaand
I am being incoherent and have not updated in over a month.
I am.
terrible.
I am also.
sorry.
:)
here are so pictures to appease the rabid fans of my dead blog.
may you be appeased well.
:D

peace
--m